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I’ve been listening to Abandon’s songs for a week...

Mon, 29 Oct 2012 13:36:09 -0400

I’ve been listening to Abandon’s songs for a week already. Saw them live last SAVED Festival Concert in MOA Arena. I actually didn’t like their genre. It’s rock. Yeah. I kinda hate loud music but as I was listening to their songs, especially their album Control, it reflects my status. I haven’t really taken my leap of faith. Their is this thing that keeps me holding back. I know where I am going. I know all the answers. I know how to do it but I do not have the courage to face things. Too coward.

This song actually has a good lyrics especially the part
”You carried the cross / For the lost and lonely / You had to walk this world so I could see / That you are where I want to be”

Yeah. God has all the answers. He has all the solutions I need. Maybe I just need to spend more time with Him. :|

Why does it take so long for me
To know who I want to be
Am I missing something here?
I’ve been an orphan down and out
And a king with a calloused heart
But who am I supposed to be

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be
And why does it take so long
Why does it take so long
To find my way home

Why can’t I just let it go
I’ve been fighting with my own soul
Yeah, it’s a fight I’m losing
But something’s gonna turn around
I’m on the ropes but don’t count me out yet
No don’t count me out

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be
And why does it take so long
Why does it take so long
To find my way home

Am I looking for a sign
Looking for something written in the sky
To show me how
To get what’s in my heart to my head now
Am I looking for a sign
Looking for something written in the sky
To show me how
To get what’s in my heart to my head now

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be

You carried the cross
For the lost and lonely
You had to walk this world so I could see
That you are where I want to be
Why did it take so long?
(You were here all along)
Why did it take so long?
(Even when I was wrong)
To find my way home

Why did it take so long?
(You were here all along)
Why did it take so long?
(Even when I was wrong)
To find my way home

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Tue, 23 Oct 2012 08:27:13 -0400

heartsings77: Visit us at: www.praise-and-worship.com

Tue, 23 Oct 2012 08:26:03 -0400

heartsings77:

Visit us at: www.praise-and-worship.com

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Tue, 02 Oct 2012 10:35:43 -0400

Yung mga taong daig pa ang chief justice manghusga. Fck.

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 06:54:12 -0400

bien239: most-awkward-moments: Click this paragraph if you...

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 10:27:11 -0400

bien239:

most-awkward-moments:

Click this paragraph if you want a blog to make you laugh.

PINATAWA AKO NETO!!!!

rockousticjazz: All the time

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 10:27:04 -0400

rockousticjazz:

All the time

I would like to go back to the past and know how it feels like...

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 10:14:25 -0400

I would like to go back to the past and know how it feels like to be there.

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 22:26:15 -0400

White Parents: Good morning, time for school!

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 22:20:07 -0400

White Parents: Good morning, time for school!
Black Parents: Getcha ass up, don't miss that damn bus!

Kathang Isip

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:45:39 -0400

At dahil naka-save pala sa laptop ko ang ilang mga blogpost ko nung hindi pa ko nagdedelete ng tumblr account ko dati, isheshare ko na lang ulit dito. Halos isang taon na din pala. -.-

Kathang Isip

Sept 3 2011
Espasyong masikip ang iyong kinaroroonan. Madilim, mainit at hindi kumportable sa iyong kinatatayuan. Sa bawat pagkurap ng iyong mga mata tila walang pagbabago sa iyong nakikita. Hindi mo alam kung saan ito pero ang natitiyak mo, isang malayong lugar na mahihirapan ang sino man na hanapin ka.

Sa sandaling iyon hinayaan mo lamang ang iyong sarili na mapakinggan ang pintig ng iyong puso kasabay ng bawat hininga. Muli, hinayaan moo ang iyong sarili na makapagbulay bulay at makapag isip isip kung saan nga ba ang kinalalagyan mo. Sa iyong pag-iisip, tila may nais iparating ang bawat tibok ng iyong puso. Tumpak. Isang pangalan nga ang sinisigaw nito.

Hindi mo lubos maisip na darating ka muli sa puntong iyon. Ang punto sa buhay na hindi mo maipaliwanag ang mga bagay bagay at takbo ng sitwasyon ang pilit na gumugulo sa dating maayos naman na buhay. Noong una akala mo handa ka, pero habang tumatagal, habang lumilipas ang panahon, inamin mo sa iyong sarili na takot ka. Takot na dumating sa pagkakataon na maiwang nag-iisa. Nais mong subukan ang ganitong bagay pero dahil sa takot mo, susuko ka na lamang. Natatakot ka dahil akala mo nahanap mo na, yun pala isang kathang isip lamang. Gusto mong ipagpilitan pero ang totoo, alam mo sa sarili mo na mahina ka.

Sa mga sandaling iyon, naaalala mo ang isang mahalagang leksyon sa buhay na natuutunan mo kamakailan lang, na hindi lahat ng bagay ay hinahanap o hinihintay, hindi lahat ng ito ay ipinagpipilitan o pinaglalaban. Kusa na lamang mahihinog ang iyong damdamin kapag handa na ang pagkakataon na makita mo ang taong tunay na nakatakda sayo. Huwag kang mainip. Hayaan mong ang inyong pagkakaibigan ang maging simula ng bagong yugto ng iyong buhay. Bagong yugto upang magkaroon ka ng lakas at tapang na muling magmahal at hindi matakot masaktan. Yugto na kung saan masasabi mong handa ka na makasama siyang magplano sa inyong hinaharap. Natitiyak ko, kaibigan, magiging masaya ka at muling makakalaya sa dilim kung hahayaan mong si Bathala ang mangunguna.

Tapos.

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:26:28 -0400

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:26:23 -0400

pattatas: Wala na akong masabi. Si Symon Camo, idol ko na...

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:17:58 -0400

pattatas:

Wala na akong masabi. Si Symon Camo, idol ko na talaga. Benta talaga sa mga taga UP yung ginawa nya.

Hahahahaha. Grabe.

So hanggang tumblr umabot na si Symon. Mana mana lang yan. =))

cghsempire: My little bro.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:13:34 -0400

cghsempire:

My little bro.

ja-mikal18: Vintage

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:12:12 -0400

ja-mikal18:

Vintage

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:11:10 -0400

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Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:08:08 -0400

Gibberish...: Scenario #1

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 20:59:13 -0400

Gibberish...: Scenario #1:

leeyoodyim:

These past days may dalawang scenario akong talagang pinag-iisipan. As in ito talaga yung bumabagabag sa isipin.

Ok ganito yun. Before ang lahat tatanungin muna kita.

“Masama bang makasakit ng tao?”

May sagot ka na ba?

So ganito ang scenario.

Ikaw, may mahal ka ng isang tao, as in naplano…

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Tue, 07 Aug 2012 23:22:32 -0400