a ride to randomness

I’ve been listening to Abandon’s songs for a week already. Saw them live last SAVED Festival Concert in MOA Arena. I actually didn’t like their genre. It’s rock. Yeah. I kinda hate loud music but as I was listening to their songs, especially their album Control, it reflects my status. I haven’t really taken my leap of faith. Their is this thing that keeps me holding back. I know where I am going. I know all the answers. I know how to do it but I do not have the courage to face things. Too coward. 

This song actually has a good lyrics especially the part
”You carried the cross / For the lost and lonely / You had to walk this world so I could see / That you are where I want to be” 

 Yeah. God has all the answers. He has all the solutions I need. Maybe I just need to spend more time with Him. :|

 

Why does it take so long for me
To know who I want to be
Am I missing something here?
I’ve been an orphan down and out
And a king with a calloused heart
But who am I supposed to be

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be
And why does it take so long
Why does it take so long
To find my way home

Why can’t I just let it go
I’ve been fighting with my own soul
Yeah, it’s a fight I’m losing
But something’s gonna turn around
I’m on the ropes but don’t count me out yet
No don’t count me out

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be
And why does it take so long
Why does it take so long
To find my way home

Am I looking for a sign
Looking for something written in the sky
To show me how
To get what’s in my heart to my head now
Am I looking for a sign
Looking for something written in the sky
To show me how
To get what’s in my heart to my head now

I’ve carried this cross
I’ve been lost and lonely
I had to walk this world to see
That you are where I want to be

You carried the cross
For the lost and lonely
You had to walk this world so I could see
That you are where I want to be
Why did it take so long?
(You were here all along)
Why did it take so long?
(Even when I was wrong)
To find my way home

Why did it take so long?
(You were here all along)
Why did it take so long?
(Even when I was wrong)
To find my way home